So, first off, I apologize for my absence lately. Macie decided to leave me. I’m not going to talk shit, I’m not going to be depressed. I’m never going to be able to move on as quickly as she did, nor do I intend to. I have decided to cut her off from my entire life, I wish nothing but indifference with her. Yes, its hard seeing in her hallways and lunches, but I turn the other cheek and remind myself to ignore her. I do this because I believe she will be better off forgetting that I exist. I have decided that I won’t use tumblr anymore, as it will just be a trigger for me to kill myself, and I think i’m doing pretty well with dealing with all of this so far. I also think eventually I will delete my facebook in a week or so, so I won’t have to see the pictures and status updates from her. Thank you everyone for being there for me and helping me through this.
(ps: at the end of the note i wrote her, i said “as Vincent Bennett would say, we may not be enemies but we cannot be friends”….i thought it would be kinda funny…she probably hates me for it)
I can’t talk to anyone in my school without wanting to kill myself